Scrooge

Fort Dodge IA

Description

Well, 11 days before Christmas and i find myself feeling like a Scrooge. Set back after set back. Broke my foot, twice, so i am not able to work my regular job. Then for my other jobs i use my computer which is currently being fixed. (Not soon enough) I'm learning to always have a back up plan. I'm feeling worthless and depressed, the biggest let down will be to my children when they get up to see an empty tree on Christmas. Mother of the year. Please don't give me that non sense of that's not the true meaning of Christmas or they will get over it, or get help from your local Upper Des Moines. See i know that's not the true meaning of Christmas but they are kids. You remember being a kid don't you? They won't get over it. They have had a hell of a 2021 as I'm sure everyone has. It's been let down after let down, get ahead then boom set back. I had an appointment with Upper Des Moines for assistance and had talked to them about Operation Christmas. The day of my appointment they tell me i missed the dead line. Lol. I know that this is a long shot, I'm too embarrassed to post in my own town because human beings are so quick to judge, tear down, or crush one another. I don't expect this to work, hell, i don't even know why I'm posting this. I guess I'm posting it on the sole purpose of an episode of Daniel Tiger I watched with my 3 year old, it was about being overwhelmed and asking for help. Once the episode was over he looked at me so seriously and said "Momma when you feel like it's too much stop and ask for help." My PayPal is https://www.paypal.me/intimethistooshallpa