Mostly venting

Fresno CA

Description

Sometimes I just feel like no one completely understands and I want to use this as an outlet. I feel like my life has been falling apart yet falling together at the same time. I lost both of my parents in less than a year and now I feel like I have no one. I feel like I'm all alone in this world without them. I have my friends which are amazing however I can't help but feel like this. I'm in my 20s, I wasn't supposed to lose them this early in life. At least that's how I feel, I'm on the right path career and life wise but it just feels complexity wrong that they're not here to experience these milestones with me or any future milestones I will have. The thought of them not being able to meet my future children is soul crushing. I know I'm not the only one with problems but I just needed to write about it. If you read all of this thank you. I hope you have a good night and please, make all the memories you possibly can with your people, take pictures, give hugs, have that conversation, take that trip, love each other as much as you can. Have a goodnight. Thank you again.