You seem afraid and I'm ready to move along...

106th, Fishers IN

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You, It doesn't matter how much I love you. It doesn't matter that I know I'll only think of you when I'm with someone new. We've gone back and forth too many times. It' never been bad, we've both just held back. I'm done holding back. I'm ready to start dating new people in a more serious way rather than these one night stands before you come back around. I can't deal with the thought of losing you for good, but I won't deal with the calls and get togethers every every couple months. It isn't fair to hear how you love me but are afraid. The things you say when you are able to be vulnerable are beautiful and lovely and wonderful, but they're also very hurtful when it only lasts until you realize what you've said. It never goes beyond asking me if I miss you or I still want you. You know and have always known exactly how I feel about you. I'll always love you dearly. It's sadly time for me to move on. I dread dating anyone but you, but it can't be worse than wondering how you feel for days on end once every couple months. I've let go too many times. This time you struck a nerve. I think you're ready. If you aren't, I'll know and I won't entertain the possibility of us again. It's painful and unhealthy for me. I love you always. 😇