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North Highlands CA

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I've never regretted us. Not once. In my pain and loss and sadness over losing you, I've said quite a few things that I didnt mean. I dont know if you meant all of those things you said, or claimed to believe. I dont know. What I do know is that I haven't ever stopped loving you. At this point I think maybe I've finally accepted that you're not coming back. I wish every day to see your face again- and maybe someday I will. Until then, be happy. Live this life with all the passion that I had for you. Really embrace it and enjoy these moments. Because we only get the moments we have. We only get the moments we have. You taught me patience, understanding, you taught me that passion is not temporary. You taught me what love can really be. I've never met anyone like you before, and I doubt I'll ever meet anyone ever again quite like you. I wish you the best. I wish you a fulfilling and wonderful life. I wish you amazement and wonder and real happiness. We do still (and have to) talk sometimes. I've been incredibly respectful and understanding of your boundaries and space. Can you PLEASE stop being so cold? I'm not asking for you to be my friend. Not asking you to love me again. I need you to stop treating me like a leper just because you left.