Woman I used to work with

Fairborn OH

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I saw a woman today who looked strikingly like you and I'm absolutely sorry that things never worked out for us. I don't think it was meant to be even though we wanted it to be. I wish you could have met me before chaos ensued my life and my friends and other people caused me to bitter and angry all the time. I wasn't up front with you because I was on guard, waiting for someone to stab me in the back again. You were a true friend through it all even though the circumstances weren't quite in our favor. I wanted you every step of the way I just couldn't let you at all. I couldn't destroy your life or ruin something that would endure and last. I know things have definitely changed for both of us. I'm not asking you to risk anything or even communicate with me. I just wanted to tell you I'm truly sorry for never being a man and being upfront, I'm sorry I'm even here posting this. I don't think either one of us has ever left, one of us is just waiting for the other to post and I'm not sure why honestly. I never played a game on you, I just was scared of something serious at that point in my life, scared I had feelings, I even have a live song that reminds me of us in that time frame. I really wasn't sure if your situation was going to change either, If I had let you come to me to that hotel both times you know what would have happened and we wouldn't have been able to help ourselves at all. I'm glad it didn't because there are no regrets of ever committing that. If you are reading this there isn't anything vague but blunt honesty to my identity. As I said in this posting I seek no continuation of things. Our situations are completely different now and it's not worth the risk. Seeing that woman today I knew that I owed you the complete truth and an apology if they both even matter. You don't have to respond and you don't have to even accept my apology. I know your still here lurking and eventually you will see this posting.