never thought...

Portland OR

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I came here to be with you during the hardest time of my whole life. We've been best friends since we were 5 years old. He told me that you said I wasn't your problem. You're right, I'm not. I just thought... Idk what I thought. All I know is I'm dying inside. And it's slowly swallowing me. I don't think I'll last much longer. All I feel is pain. But I thought at least I'd have you. I'm sorry that I came and made things harder for you. If I'd known you'd feel that's you didn't want me around I would have never come. It's my fault for being so miserable. Of course you were tired of me. I just miss her so much. I hope you're ok. I've seen you a few times. I know you saw me too. But that's ok. I'll never bother you.