JS

Lynchburg VA

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Waited all weekend to hear from you but now I just cannot even talk to you right now or look at your face without wondering how I could be such an idiot. I know you’re pissed at me for being pissed at you and I’m sorry for the things I said but I was so upset when you didn’t call me last night that I had a panic attack and had to call an EMT. When I finally heard from you I was so devastated by the things you said to me that I cried all afternoon and half the night until by chance I found out what you were doing last night while I waited by the phone for you that I am so shocked that I cannot even cry and Im not even sure how to feel right now. You’re not the man I thought you were and the thought of you makes me wanna hate you with the fire of a thousand suns but I feel too numb to care but I feel so betrayed that I cannot even look at you right now. Just Sayin’