Just venting

Dayton OH

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Dear whoever reads this, I'm just venting because I have no other outlet. I'm so tired. My soul is tired. I've been run down so much I don't think I'll fully recover. No matter what I do, it never goes right. I work, but it never seems to be enough. And now with the holidays coming up, my failure as a mother is absolutely showing. Can't afford Thanksgiving, and I'm absolutely sure I won't be able to afford Christmas. I'm tired of trying, but I know I have to just push through. My children's father passed 2 years ago..and every day I become more convinced it should have been me. Thanks for reading. I hope you have a great night.