God you're still on my mind

Milton NY

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After all this time it just doesn't fade, just for a moment I feel as if I'm going insane. Then reality strikes and it's all the same, with only my mind to blame. I don't know why I'm trying make this shit into a poem, I just can't stop thinking of you and it makes me sad. I just know you would've seen me in a different light if I showed who I really was in the beginning. I don't expect any thing to change, I'm happy with my life to be honest. I just feel like you were supposed to be a part of it. Really every day I have thoughts of regret about different choices I've made and sometimes some of those thoughts just happen to be in regards to you because a piece of me won't let you go. I wanna reach out to you directly but I know I shouldn't. I really don't wanna feel like this anymore.... I just cant figure out how to stop it.