friends of BILL W 911!! need help

Horn Lake MS

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I was just released from county jail after 5 months a few weeks ago and I came to a sober living house. I thought I was going to be okay but I was wrong. I am not ready for this much freedom and things are spiraling out of control QUICKLY. I am on the waiting list for region 4 in Corinth and fairland. I haven’t been able to get in touch with haven house but I’ve been trying. There is a 5 to 6 week waiting list at both of those and I am literally freaking out because I know if I have to wait that long it’ll be too late. It’s only a matter of time before my conscience is silenced by the drugs and I need to be somewhere with structure. I am out on bond and can’t go to Memphis. If anyone knows of anywhere else I can call to get into a treatment facility or can give me some advice as what to do (beside the obvious which would be don’t use go to aa etc.) or if anyone can pull some strings or give me an idea of something to do to get highwr on the waiting list I’m all ears. I really need a program that has a long term secondary not just primary 28 days. Warrior center is a no go please don’t suggest it. I DONT want to die to this shit. I don’t wAnt this to be another failed attempt. I’m so willing but I know I’m not gonna be able to do this too much longer on my own even with me going to AA.