everlasting light

Portland OR

Description

Let me be your everlasting light. You've grown up, kid. Lying to protect you I've been doing that a lot. Your handwriting or mine? My journals have been popping up from the depths of my depression. You strum I'll sing; what happened to us? I can't remember. This past year has been the biggest mind wipe I've had since I sat crying in my car in front of your house after the party. I remember your face as I left - like you couldn't believe I was real and I was there. I felt that too. Sometimes when I get quiet I talk to the wind and pay attention to my dreams more. I never know where they're leading me but they've kept leading me back to you for a while. I guess I keep hoping you'll find me instead. I had a dream that we crossed paths in the hallway - you were ecstatic to find me and I walked away, chasing something I thought would make you jealous. In the next dream you were in you smiled and welcomed me with open arms. I miss your hugs.