I haven't made friends since I've lived in manhattan

New York City NY

Description

My skin color is brown. I have a self expression problem I never knew I had. I never understood feelings. I don't know what intimacy is. I was very structured. My mother was distant from me, and I became clingy to people. Recently, I learned how to express my energy but I'm scared of myself. I believe in being proper and polite at all times to people. Then people would walk over me. I'm hoping that I could meet someone here on CL, a few people actually who like to take walks in Manhattan when the weather if fine, and enjoy the holidays together and even hug sometimes when the emotion is right. I am looking forward to meeting you, I know I'll find my best friends soon. There are lots of things I want to do and I want to do them with happy, nice and fun people with good positive energy. I can't wait to meet you! I'm 33 yo, woman who serves God.