Guardian Angel

Gresham OR

Description

I don't know how I ended up where I am now. Why? I didn't deserve this did I? Where is the exit out of my hell can someone tell me? I though you were an Angel.. Why did you save my life why did you bring me back when I overdosed that day at your uncles. I keep thinking back to then I should have not lived past it I would not have to feel this pain. Ever since you left me life has been a cold empty house and I can't take it anymore two days ago I tried walking out but frustratingly life clings to me like a disease I wake up from what almost killed me 6month ago it's like a cruel joke playing out. Pushihment for what ? I just found out my friend is dying way before her time. If only I can donate my organs to her so she can live another 20 years maybe more I am fairly healthy still not for long the way I'm going so might as well do something that would give someone who wants to live some more time maybe it will balance out the bad I've done maybe tip the scale just a little I am at the mercy of my Creator. His temple I've tried to destroy more than once I let poison @