Missed opportunity

Spokane WA

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Its hard to keep a message here. Its not personal if I don't respond this is really intended for 1 individual. So we will get a little more descriptive. 1. After 8 months we separated in April. You said you needed a break. 2. You demanded an apology, and it was given but you decided to go ghost. 3. A card of gratitude was sent after MONTHS of you blocking via social media than you check my stories and not say anything. One particular one, "movie date" received ripped me up. No conversation directly just that you seemingly moved on. This got a letter and card from me. 4. I miss the time we spent together and truly wish you could have been honest with me. The fact you toned down your personality made me more sad than you realize. I wanted the authentic you, not the less happy you. It made me less happy because it wasn't authentic. 5. Trauma. Hope you worked through it but I realize it is not up to me to decide that you are able to get better or not. Wish you would have been more honest of leaning towards no it isn't happening instead of saying someday. 6. You didn't let go because you, "loved" but you talked about it often. 7. You may have not cheated but you were not as emotionally available as you claimed to be. 8. I miss your dog, our anime and goldberg sessions and just being close you. 9. If you are still reading i would love to sit with you and catch up. El rodeo my treat. Or your favorite pizza. Now, Its really hard when relationships come and go. Though sometimes rejection can be the biggest blessing. Wishing you the best, with love and forgiveness. Keep it sparkling. For what it's worth I am sorry and hope you can heal someday. You are a lot more than you realize. Be well, and hope you finally love yourself as you wish love to be returned to you. Further, Many have responded to this. There is only 1 person I am trying to reach. If you come back with a fake name you will likely not see a reply. Please let this sit for 24 hours before deleting. I put enough here that you can tell who it is for. Thank you.