confused

Portland OR

Description

i know we are just friends but i can't stop thinking about how it felt to be laying beside you...how you left sand all over because it was stuck to your clothes and now i kick myself for falling asleep when all i wanted to do was burn into my brain the way it felt to be so close to you. i hate how cliche it is to stay quiet out of fear of ruining our friendship, but here i am...vowing silence.