D, where are you?

Kansas City MO

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I spent so much time fighting your control over me when it was what I truly loved most about us. Your hands kept a firm grip on me, and even though I thought I was living my own separate life, I know now I was never really out of your sight. You watched over me and kept me under your wing. I was completely yours, rebellion and all. Now, years later, I miss your direction and control on me. You consumed me and I think that scared me. I miss you. I feel lost sometimes, and I can't quite be happy without you, even all these years later. Can I secretly be yours? Can I confide in you and be safe with you? Will you take me over and let me forget everything, even if it's just for a little while? Love, M.