Just thoughts to the universe

Lynchburg VA

Description

Sometimes just putting things down is a release. I am mid 40's and realizing I am only half the man I expected to be when I was younger, never a father though I feel I would have been a good one. Injured so career military was a lost dream. Not Wealthy as expected so I could do good deeds and still be comfortable....have a cabin right on a trout stream to relax (never even thought about "unplugging" but it would be a result). To create more art and be more than the mid level talent I am, to be a better husband...to feel like my short comings are not a full description of who I see myself as. To be able to just slow down, and to not have the issues with my back that limits and affects every facet of my life to where I have these doubt to begin with. No universe.....I'm not religious to any formal religion and know folks will say that's the answer, but my scientific mind is beyond that as an option....no I am now releasing these thoughts to you universe so that I can release them from my mind and hopefully find some piece within. (Note: I am NOT suicidal just getting some mental relief)