To my mother

Salem OR

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Mother... I don't remember everything but I recently saw something that bothered me. I started off becoming the best daughter in the world and I ended up becoming a bad one. I blamed you for not protecting me, for allowing me to relapse, and not being a good mom. I've hated on you for not getting better. I don't know how to completely forgive you but I'm trying and I also understand though why and I'm trying to come to terms with it all however there are things I did and said that regret and I'm sorry for the hurtful hateful things I did and said and for all the threats. I'm staying sober, I'm getting better, I'm healing, and I chose my kids. I will always love you and I will always wish things could have been different. You will never die alone as even if I no longer am the one by your side on your deathbed you will always have Jesus. With God, you'll never be alone ok. You were always loved by us kids. youre our mother I hope you all the best and pray for you ♥️