I Will Never Love Like That Again

Tulsa OK

Description

Now you are gone--I feel so lost---will I ever feel free to love again? I know you knew how much I loved you. We were perfect together, for all those years. Then, you let another person come to live with us and ruined it all. We loved the same things, and we could talk and give each other advice. I don't feel free to love again, and I think of you every hour....even tho it has been a long while since we have had contact. I heard, from friends, that you always ask about me and if I have another "man." Everything was so good with us--we were financially stable and could do what we wanted and you never turned me down when I was feeling frisky. I know you miss that--it was the best it has ever been. That bed is way too lonely without you, and it is full of memories. I guess it is true that blood is thicker than water, because you seemed unable to ask your relative to leave. I told you the house was too small for all of us, and you thought I wouldn't go....but, I did. Later you said you wished you had made them go, but we had both burned a bridge we could not rebuild by then. I just want you to know--if you ever need me, I am here. I keep hoping someday I can put this behind me and find a person that is good for me. I am too young to never have fun again. I just feel we will be connected until we die.