Depressed

B near 3, Eureka CA

Description

I am a Male in my 40s I have a very good job my own house a family I should be happy but I am not, I need to talk to someone that is not going to judge me someone to just listen.. every time I try to talk to someone they judge me..:( I been drinking a lot of hard liquor every day for like a 1 1/2 year I get sad and depressed.. I been helping people in different ways with money and gifts thinking that would make me happy but is not, instead I get criticized by others and often people take advantage of my kindness is been really hard to find a real friend someone I can trust … I am a nice guy and I just need to talk to someone….I am really sad and depressed right now