THE LAKE

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AS I AM DRIVING BACK INTO LAKE SHASTINA AFTER THE SUN SETS, I SEE ALL THE LIGHTS OF THE HOUSES AS I DRIVE DOWN BIG SPRINGS ROAD.. AND I CAN'T HELP BUT TO ASK IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT FEELS LIKE I DO? DOES ANYONE LOVE THE SOLIDARITY OF THIS BEAUTIFUL AREA YET GETS VERY LONELY AND DOESN'T LIKE THE CITY LIFE? WHERE ARE YOU? WHO ARE YOU? DOES ANYONE FIND LAKE SHASTINA TO BE ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT AT ITS FULL CAPACITY? NATURE SHARES A MESSAGE AND I LONG TO KNOW WHY I AM SO AMAZED BY MOUNT SHASTA. THE MOUNTAIN HAS A MESSAGE TO SHARE BUT MAYBE IT'S POSSIBLE THAT I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME INTERPRET. ALTHOUGH I'M ONLY 30, I SPEAK SPANISH AND ENGLISH YET I CAN'T CAPTURE THE LANGUAGE OF NATURE. WE ARE SOCIAL BEINGS, I MYSELF AM AN INTROVERT BUT I DREAD SOCIALIZING WITH PEOPLE. SO MANY CHARACTERS AND PERSONALITIES GETTING ALL MIXED UP CAUSES MAYHEM, BUT WITHOUT MAYHEM SO TO SPEAK, LIFE WILL BE A BLAND ONE NOTE. I SEE LIFE LIKE P.TCHAIKOVSKY`S BEAUTIFUL MUSIC.. IT HAS ITS INTENSE UPS, ITS SAD DOWNS, ITS HAPPY REGULAR TONES AND ITS FUN DANCING NOTES. IF I CAN INTERPRET LIFE INTO ONE SONG IT WOULD BE P.TCHAIKOVSKY`S PAS DE DEUX. YOU LOOSE, YOU WIN, YOU LOOSE, YOU WIN.. ITS A CYCLE. I LOVE BIENG HERE BUT TO BE HONEST IT GETS A LITTLE LONELY, AND OPPORTUNITIES TO MEET PEOPLE ARE SLIM. MAYBE IM VERY EMOTIONALLY PENSATIVE BECAUSE IM A WOMAN OR MAYBE BECAUSE I NEED A GOOD FREIND THAT SHARES THE SAME INTERESTS. SOMEONE THAT DOESNT GIVE IN TO ALL THE MODERN MARKETING HYPE, SOMEONE THAT CARES FOR THEIR MIND AND BODY, SOMEONE THAT LOVES DOGS AS MINES JUST PASSED AWAY SEPTEMBER 14TH, ALSO SOMEONE THAT LIKE CLASSICAL MUSIC AND QUIET NIGHTS. SOMEONE THAT LIKES SLEEPING EARLY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU SLEEP EARLY... STILL LIKES TO SLEEP IN LATE. QUITE POSSIBLY AN INTROVERT LIKE ME, THAT DOESNT TRUST QUICKLY BUT WANTS TO. I WATCH LITTLE TO NO TV, IF I DO WATCH TV ITS SHOWS FROM BEFORE MY TIME. I DONT LIKE SOCIAL MEDIA AND DATING SITES ARE FOR FLINGS AND IM NOT INTO THAT, IM AN OLD SOUL EVERYONE TELLS ME. DO YOU EAT VEGETARIAN FOODS MOST OF THE TIME? I GUESS I NEED A MENTOR MORE THAN ANYTHING. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO LIVE IT ALONE, AND THE WORLD IS TOO BEAUTIFUL TO BE TOO SHY OR INTROVERTED AND MISS ITS BEAUTY AND MESSAGE. LETS EXPLORE