41 year old industrial music fan

Redmond OR

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Hello I filed those papers and sent them today and went into an immediate panic attack. Please don't be mad and please don't gangstalk me again that shit ruined me so bad I have a good quiet life and it took me years to rebuild friendships and connections when I was literally sleeping every night with a 40 cal trying to work up the strength to blow my brains out. I don't ever want to be there again. You are in control and you have the power and I don't want to threaten that I just want to see my son if you say no its ok just please don't do that to me again. I am finally happy for the first time in my life nothing is worth going through that again. I am begging you I just want to see him, please don't ruin me for it