Re: I miss you

Colorado Springs CO

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Maybe this wasn't meant for me, but I hope this little missive finds his eyes or somehow imprints on his heart. I miss you too. Like a physical pulling on my heart. Constant, deep, sincere missing of you. It turns out I owe you an apology. Maybe I was ignorant or just naïve, but I had no idea the extent and consequences of your condition on your spirit, or just how much work you have to put in to keep yourself healthy. I've always admired your dedication to it. I've been taking steps to gain better understanding of it all--you, me--and I can't claim to really understand what you're going through, but I'm starting to gain a better view, maybe, and starting to see how I really work too. If disconnection is the illness, connection is the path to wellness, something I recognize in myself too. I'm sorry I didn't know, and I'm sorry I didn't know I needed my own tools to relate better. Someday I hope God gives me the opportunity to apologize in person.