Anyone with acute depression?

New York City NY

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Hi I'm struggling with something that I can never find another person to relate to or commiserate with. Not to dump all my problems on. Not at all. I love to listen, way more so than even talk about myself. I like to be helpful to, if I can. But I don't know. I've always been judged for how I feel, how I look, how I talk even. Let alone for what I am going through on the inside. I feel like I am in hell. How can people be so judgmental? Just when I am trying to deal with past trauma, I meet someone else who decides to throw some s*** my way. It's unbearable. Just today (yesterday) I had an argument with someone over every day stuff and the person ended up insulting my body parts. Yes, very specifically saying mean things about my body parts and other things. I am still in shock. I can't sleep or eat. Is this the planet of the apes? This is a cry for help in a way. I am shaky and don't know what to do. I was trying to get better. Reply if you relate at least to something.