Dadt

Eugene OR

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You gave me up and so i walked away. You entangled me for over a year and hurt me. We hurt each other. Yet i still feel you. Yet i still forgive you. I always did. I havent really lived life since you left, left. Ive tried but its been relentlessly empty. Why cant i just be, even alone? The hurt and pain we both suffer. Will i always go through life wondering where you are or how youve been? My 30s are hopeless and perhaps beyond that. I give up. I wish i had the nerve to write you a letter or drop it off. But i dont want to overstep any boundaries. Heres to hoping. Clue is in the name.