I lost the love of my life and soulmate H.D.

Corvallis OR

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Today I lost the love of my life and my soulmate, H. D. You inspired me to be a better person, to do better. When I held you, my heart skipped and sped up while the world around us seemed as if it slowed down…even after 6 years. To lose you, I have no words to explain the grief I have right now. Love is unconditional, love has no barriers. We met and found each other under crazy circumstances but the world was complete with each other. If there is a god, you were my angel. I am just a man, a man who made so many mistakes that now I’m in a world as an empty shell. I would do everything to show I am not to be defined by my mistakes. We had hurtles but were can overcome them. But this was crushed today. My world has left me. You were the meaning of my life, my inspiration to live. You COMPLETE me. But now I’m lost and so incredibly hurt. Words cannot describe what I feel. You were the love of my life. God please why? Please! Why do I live my life without my love? “Thinking Out Loud”, our song, just randomly played on a show yesterday. I was a complete lost wreck.