Love Again

Gaithersburg MD

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There's so many stories to tell, so many people to tell them. Each has value. Don't be shy with your history/story. I want to see your beautiful words. I realize I made a grave mistake these last few years. I was passionately toxic and destroyed a relationship (Friendship) because of my passion gone wrong. There was something about you I found completely devastating. And how crazy I was towards you--well, I'm embarrassed by it. You (so many of you) never deserved any of this. And I'm sorry. But words don't mean much other than their capacity to capture beauty and ugliness. I feel this year I can really let go. Hopefully I will fall in love again. It's doubtful, since I don't get out and meet people. Besides, my "Mandar" has such terrible judgement, I don't know if I trust myself to love again. We'll see what happens. This is for a straight man who I once loved. Probably still do somewhere in my heart/mind.