Found my marbles

Albany OR

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I put the pipe down and found my marbles but..... I'm not okay 6 months and everyday is a struggle. A battle between my heart and mind I feel like I deserve the happiness I have bc I chose to get better, I made better choices but that's not the case. I sacrificed everything for my mom who in return enabled me to relapse which also made me crazy. It permanently traumatized me. Self induced, meth induced, trauma induced fear and paranoia that even after getting sober is debilitating my life and ability to function. I Fucked up for many reasons but a also am trying to change me and my life but it's so hard to do when your constantly gwaked at, talked about, judged.