I have to

Vancouver WA

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I never wanted to creep you out. I thought I knew what was going on. It was a spur of the moment decision. I thought it might help with the situation Im in. It made me lose control. It made me hurt you. It changed the way you think of me. I would litteraly do anything to take it back. But I cant. All I can do is hope that someday you will forgive me and maybe understand. You were and are the most precious thing that exists to me. I dont know how I can ever make this up to you, or if Ill ever be able to fix this. From the bottom of my heart I beg that you hold onto the good that you felt in me.  Im still the same person.  I took you for granted and disrespected what we had.  I cant talk to you right now but I wish I could let you know how I feel somehow. I cant keep this all bottled up inside of me. I have to atleast try and get some of it out. Isnt that fair? I hope that someday I can earn your trust back.  Maybe sooner than later.  If you never want to see me again, thats fine too.  But Im not letting you go so easily.