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It’s hard to believe it’s been 7 years since all of those dumb decisions we made. It’s also unbelievable that my heart is still broken. You’d think I’d have moved on by now. It seems like you have and are happy. Some days, I’d give anything to have even just small doses of you back in my life. Others, I desperately wish you’d reach out and tell me everything was in my head and I’m crazy and you never really loved me at all. That I was a distraction from your problems and it was nothing more than infatuation and lust. I think I told you once about all of the popular movies I hated. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was one. I have a new perspective on that movie now. I get it completely. If only we could truly erase all those memories. I am sure you will never read this as you are living happily ever after. In the words of Taylor, loving you was red. Hopelessly frozen in the past, C