C.A. I wished i knew what you were thinking

Bellevue WA

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Dear Cat I want to if you think of me, like if you have reminders that make you think of me cause I have them all the time. There is so much that I want to say, the good and the things that hurt me, but I dont know if I will ever get the chance. Even after all the shit, I still wished you a happy birthday on your birthday, but you didn't reciprocate. I just want to know if I actually mattered to you like you told me or what. You made my house finally feel like a home and now it just feels like a place with walls and roof to keep me dry. At this point with the last thing you told me, you are gonna have to reach out to me. I apologized, but you still haven't for this hell you have put me through