I DID IT! :)

San Jose CA

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Everyone left me. The man i loved, the son with whom i shared a house with, just up and left me. I was so scared because i only had 30 days to leave the rental and trying to find something in this city without getting scammed or worse, wasn't easy. I thought i was going to have to quit my job and move out of town near family that lives far away. But i dont want to quit my job and i dont want to lose my car. Thats all i really feel is MINE. I was so worried i wouldn't find anything as the end of the month approaches. But TODAY was the day!! 😊 it took a little chunk of money, but i had it.. 😄 and its worth it. I will be okay, you were right. But i can't shake the feeling when i think about him. We were prrfect for each other but neither of us had any business getting into a relationship. We should have just left it casual. Because I just miss him. I wish i never had fallen in love. I knew from the very start that he would change his mind and leave me. Just like everyone does. I don't actually think that you will ever see this... but i think about you everyday. I dont have an on/off switch. I still love you