You would use the nickname Lee

San Francisco CA

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E.C. I dreamed about you last night. I miss you tremendously...I always will. You won't understand that my drinking, & not taking proper care of myself made me delirious. My mind & body broke. I take full responsibility on my actions. I didn't know what was going on with me. I didn know I was living with Sjrogens since I was 23. This is why I would drink so much water, & easily forgot things. Among other symptoms. I was so devastated at at what happened. Believe me I was the one that was hurting. I ran into you I thought you were going to say something mean to me again. I wanted to cry. This is why I refused to come close. I am guilty of saying things to you that day on the phone. I apologize for hurting the person I loved the most. It had nothing to do with no men I was ever seeing. I only wanted you in my life. I was so sad, and I let go of every man. Then Sjrogens asselerated & I ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks soon after. I learned better health decisions on how to control it. It was awful thinking I was going to die, & you thinking that I did you wrong..that I meant nothing to you. When I loved you the most....still do.