No expectations

Lacey WA

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Its with humility I write what amounts to a desperate plea for assistance. I have no expectations of what will come of this but at just after 4am after laying awake all night looking at my son and his Mom asleep in bed next to me I have come to believe the only reason not to write this is my own ego and self pride. Which I have to set aside. I have no reason that doesn't amount to an excuse. I am at fault and accept responsibility. We have been like a lot of people working through a tough season and I could tell you about the hits we have taken or setbacks most would agree were unforeseeable. but that isn't why I have 6 hours to figure out how I am going to prevent my little family from having to load up our belongings with no were to go and spend the next 24-48 hours living in our car. The reason we are in this situation is because I didn't plan for the worst and didn't budget our money accordingly. I assumed that income scheduled to hit our account this week would do so by now and it turns out it won't be until Friday or even Saturday now. I don't have the money to continue paying for the hotel room we have been living in while we get back on our feet and if I don't come up with it by 1030/1100am we will have to pack and leave. I have a job. My sons Mom starts her new job Friday, and we have off set schedules because we can't currently afford child care for our 9 month old son and honestly are reluctant to send him to any sort of daycare at this time anyway. We are capable of providing and supporting ourselves and our son. This isn't a poor me story. I am certain that we will not have any trouble covering expenses moving forward. I only need help bridging the gap.. If you can't help or don't think we deserve it I completely understand. If you can help I can answer any questions, concerns and /or come up with some sort of agreement to repay, whatever works for you. Thank you in advance