Sitting, watching cars, trying to keep hope

Heights, Billings MT

Description

Each day I sit out here for hours. Each day I watch the cars pass. Each day none have been yours. Each day this gets harder. Each day I fake a smile for my friends. Each day I wait to hear you again. Each day I hope you'll come home. Each night has gotten colder. Each night I've gotten lonelier. Each night I can't sleep at night. Each night has gotten harder. Each night I ask those I've lost for help. Each night I look at our old photo's. Each night I read our old messages. Each night I just think of you. But overall. Each and every moment I miss your love and being next to you. Seeing your smile, seeing the stars in your eyes, holding you close especially when we'd cry. I want to be there to protect you. I need you in my life. People keep telling me to be mad, but the thing is im not even mad not a little bit not at all. I miss you and I love you and I'd do anything to fix what I've broken. I caused this and I want to fix it. Please just this once let me.