Ours was truly a missed connection. He never really knew he was the love of my life. But he happened to me because I took the situation and what he was doing for granted. He also lied to me about his intentions with me and I didnt have anyone to save me from him at the time. But now I know what love is and I hope to find it again one day. Nothing unholy. Just a chemistry like that with a little more humanity. I can forgive because i dont think he knew what he was doing. There was no way and no one to understand it or stop him. He needed to stop though and thats why the blame is on him. He had no reason to hurt me. He needed to grow up.
Its too bad that i have to live without him. Destiny wasnt my choice or my fault.
I still see things in my dreams that seem familiar.
I wonder if i can find someone like you. To love.
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