Functioning at minimal level

San Diego CA

Description

I have been down sliding for a long time now. I am a senior with a few medical issues,and have basically no help from medial community. Bringing up any issues got me no where, so that now I am at the bottom...Despite all my best efforts, have not been able to manage to get back to being a real human being. No family/friends available to help, am totally on my own. I have lost 5 1/2 inches., body temperature runs way below normal, consistently,am constantly living with all over itching, with no rash, chronic pain that I can't begin to describe, it hurts to hold my head to walk (lost S curve in neck)....so painful, no longer can perform normal activities, including driving. Due to med interactions, unsafe to take any pain medications, including over the counter. No type of CBD works, nothing works. PT works for approx. day. Most of time, unable to perform home exercises. Chiropractor also, about a days worth of feeling 50% better. I don't know what to do or where to turn....haven't had a decent nights sleep for few yrs.now. Running on nearly empty fuel, plus am not eating properly....no interest in food, hurts too much to prepare food, + no appetite. Lost weight. NO MONEY for high priced interventions. If I did, would not be in this shape now. Thank God at least, NO covid!! I am at my wits end. Any suggestions?