if wishes came true

Yakima WA

Description

I wish I had never met you. I wish I didn't get butterflies at the sound of your name. I wish you never brought me flowers. I wish I had never seen love in your eyes when you looked back at me. I wish you were  unattractive. I wish I didn't mistakenly see your face in every crowd. I wish the sound of the birds chirping every fucking morning didn't remind me of your stupid whistling. I wish I couldn't remember the way you smell. I wish I had never felt your touch. I wish I had never been perfectly tangled up with you all night long. I wish I didn't see you in my dreams. I wish the sunset very god damn day wasn't so amazingly gorgeous and that you are the only person I want to watch it with. I wish you weren't ever my friend. I wish we never shared true raw passion. I wish I didn't want you. I wish I hated you. I wish i didn't  miss you. I wish I didn't still love you. I wish I could just let go. I wish I hadn't ever known you sober. I wish you were never mine. I wish you were with me now.