Blackstone Park

Boston MA

Description

i could never say this to you in person...but i love you. i love you so much as a human being. as a person. as a kindred soul. as the same soul. i would've done anything to get that real chance. to prove that, i'm not complete utter trash. that i can still have good intentions that can manifest into great things despite my trips and falls. despite the fact that i apparently need to either focus on one foot in front of the other or from keeping one foot from going straight into my foot, ass, or both. to see you without fear or apprehension but ever so fully present with all of you in front of me, silent but vulnerable. complete vulnerability - yes, that is how i would know that - we made it... that we got it. that you in all your intelligence and capabilities have been able to think, calm, discard, minimize, set-aside, solve, take in strides, and then say, i can do this love, i want to love, i want to give this love, i think he's worth it.... - - - - its quite a tall order. i'm quite delusional, i know. the chances you see this will be low. so i'm forgiving myself for now. forever yours, Utter Trash