Ash/Jang

Centeal near 5th, Albuquerque NM

Description

I had a missed connection twice, one night after the other. Worst thing that has ever happened to me. I would know, it’s been 3.5 years. I write music but I do it all solo. I used to like Foals, Bloc Party and Fall Out Boy the most at the time I met them, but shortly after I listen(ed) to exclusively bands that many would consider Screamo. I blame myself, I didn’t show up the third night. Now I will never know. I truly know what infatuation is. I felt so warm inside around them. It was my only moment of my mental frustrations then totally at ease. I felt alive, yet puppeteers (does not have a past tense?). I want nothing more than to find the second. -computer nerd. -outcast. Legit I am so lonely. When I say computer nerd… I have tested an IQ >155. But socially I am so retarded it’s a nuisance. -31 Never had a girlfriend. But I did later lose my virginity. It was at effex like the 23rd of January 2018. You had streaks in your hair. Clearly the most fashionable one in the rooms. First sight. First. Thursday. Same place ~time. You had a grey/yellow jacket that matched mine back home. We kissed before we spoke. You told me your name was Jang…