You're on my mind

Portland OR

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I expected you to cross my mind after saying goodbye. I didn't expect to feel this deeply about it. A million things cross my mind every day, (I'm a thinker, after all & spend a lot of time thinking about the world & people around me) but when you run across my mind, I always have to pause & hold onto those thoughts a little longer & a little closer to my heart. I know the circumstances keeping us apart are valid, but it doesn't stop me from feeling that we are risking losing what is between us for the sake of responsibility. And damn, that just kills a part of me. I feel smothered by responsibility, don't you? I know we aren't done yet & I know I told you that I'm learning patience through all of this. But damn. Even the last few days have seemed so long. When you think of me (and I know you do) I hope there is a longing there that unsettles you. I hope you dont let what we experienced together fade into the past & be something you occasionally take out & ponder "I wonder whatever happened to her" Don't let it slip through your fingers.