Definitely meow

Dallas TX

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I was driving to the bffs last night and going to listen to a book; instead, apple started playing music. I had forgotten about it and all the songs that don’t exist on my Spotify playlists. There was some 2-pac, some Pink Floyd and even some Stony Larue…it made me smile and feel just a tad younger. There are 2 songs that always take my mind…and my heart… directly to you. Back to back, there they were. It physically causes a reaction in me. It’s not a look back in my memory and smile or raise an eyebrow, or even both; my body responds. It’s an instant shock to my heart and that feeling in my stomach…and it’s only with you. I don’t have words to describe it because it is unique to you. I wonder if those 2 songs would have the same connection point for you. One was the night we met, sitting outside. The other was when I was in the back seat and you were playing dj in the front. The rest of the drive was spent with my mind creating fantasies of you. Crossing paths in an airport, a crowded bar, a message to my facebook…and feeling an excitement I can’t describe. Maybe even a longing?!?!…I’m not sure 🤷‍♀️ I imagine unconditional love, if I’m to be honest. One approached from curiosity and acceptance; understanding and grace; and a complete awareness of the perfection of imperfection. Sometimes, I’ll glance here, hoping for some “written in the stars” message hidden in any of the 9 levels of hell that exist in this forum. Then I instantly chastise myself for even the thought…but it hasn’t stopped me yet. You always made me feel, even if I didn’t know that then. I guess you still do today ❤️