Love and light

Mesa AZ

Description

I'm learning to love myself, which includes letting go of parts and people from my past who have harmed me, whether they meant to or not,whether they realize or not, and whether they care or not. I care. I'm learning to match actions to words. I'm learning to stop making excuses for those who have harmed me. I'm learning to give myself the benefit of respect and stop giving the users and/or abusers the benefit of the doubt. I'm learning I don't hate them. I still love them and that hurts far more. I'm learning that I'm strong enough to love them from afar. I'm learning that love can be a one way street. I'm learning that I don't need their love to practice self love. My creator loves me in all His wisdom. Therefore I can love myself. I'm learning to be accountable for my own actions and patterns. I'm not a victim. I have choices and am accountable for what I choose. My thoughts are choices. Like a child I am relearning the basics. Emotions come and go. I don't live there. I live in the here and now with the ones who care for me and I am accountable to them. My thoughts and actions affect my loved ones. They deserve a healthy, present version of me who can let go and exist peacefully in the present. If this rings true to anyone at all, know you're not alone. Whatever circumstances have led us here, you are not alone. You are not alone. You are love. You are light. You are strength. Have a beautiful and peaceful day💜