I'm lost i cant be found

Payson AZ

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broke down in a town i dont live and dont know anyine, i have zero dollars, and zero brain cells left, i am hungry and crying and scared, and hate to ever ask for anyones help, the ones i do ask are close to me and are few in between, i pray to the lord above, if such a higher power exists, he ir she and if it above or below, or even somewhere on my same terrain, i can sonehow get the gas money to put in my car, buy a soda and a snack til i make it back to where ever it is i am going. i cant call my landing my home, since i am certainly homeless in this land with so many homes, just dont have one of my own, anymore, yhey say home is where the heart is, but i have lost my heart dometie ago, and cant find it. i still have heart, that is why i try and help others when they call me, or when i notice they are down on their luck. i seem to be way down on my luck, it keeps going south. even the scratch tickets i take chances to buy turn out to he my contribution to this fine state and the improvements they are making, cause everytime i try, i scratch what i find to be the winning loosing ticket. but at least it butns calories, the walking in the store and back out and of course the scratching i do, i would say burned at least 20 calories, but the loss of brain cells is far more than 20, because i seem to have lost my heart falling in love and following my heart and ignoring my brain. way to win again heart, now I'm starving and strandad and completely lost in the world, not too many souls out to just help another, and like i said i cant ask for a handout from a strager. this is just my venting to those who care to read, and helps me feel less of a looser, well to myself anyways. I'm sure there are many others who are sitting where i am, well not in my spot, but you knkw what i mean. down on your luck as its begining to monsoon flood and i hope the flood will sweep me and my wheeled cow pony to a home that i can rest my eyes, after i have a snack and soda.