Life has its ups. Life has its downs. With you there was plenty of both. What is important to you is not to me. People change, but you hide a true self that I never wanted to meet. Values, choices, inaction, neglect, ignorance, disregard, idleness, vanity, abandonment, deceit, fragility, manipulation, usance. Those are words that come to mind when thinking of you today. Quite the opposite of what once was thought to be you, or at least the person you show. Before, there were no words. You left me speechless and in wonder everyday. Love was everything. Our lives were intertwined and I never pretended. You made love easy. I left you, with no speech, while wondering what was it that started all this. You are a stranger now. Once you were a friend. You deserved more than what life had given you and accomplishing that was once my life goal. You are not the person I fell in love with and you cant seem to see what you have created for yourself. You fail to comprehend many things but it hurts that you dont try. You dont try to do things better.
You're fine with the way things are for yourself and hopefully someday, someone comes along and makes you understand. I feel the same now as I did a minute before I ever saw you. I have no idea who you are. We loved, learned and worked through many, many obstacles but the one thing I cant understand is why are you not that person when it matters most? Why should I be stranded in a sea that you're not in?
These words are not the best ones to use. These words are are just an infinitely, insignificant fraction of what should be said. I choose to tell the world instead of calling you because my words deserve to find a listener, and someone may relate.
Good luck out there. Take care of yourself and the love that you have.
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