143 always and forever

Houston TX

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It was so good to see you today. I hope one day you can forgive me for the way I treated you. I was a terrible person. I am grateful for the last words you said to me. That I was toxic. It really made me evaluate the choices I have made, and how I treated others. While it hurt deeply at the time, it set in motion a big life change. I wanted to become antithesis of what you think of me. You gave your love to me, and I gave nothing in return. I did love you, but I was so messed up that I didn't know how to really love. I have begun therapy, and through this I have learned there is/was truth in your words and your feelings towards me now. I know I will never get another chance. But I do love you, I will always love you. I will want you until the day I take my last breath. We were meant for each other. I will never give up hope that we can find our love again. I will never give up hope that you can find forgiveness for how flawed I was and am. If the cosmos allow this, I promise I won't mess it up this time. I will appreciate you for who you are and how you love. I miss you so much. Wish things were different. I love you, always.