Poem For My Love Bear

Sand Springs OK

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I will always love you. No matter what happens in our lives, you are my honey bear and my love bug. You are my first and greatest love. The love of my life. You loved me for me. Not because you had to, but because you chose to. You helped me through some of my hardest moments. I loved you for every wonderful thing you are. I loved you for how strong you are and how you’re always excited about learning new things. You are such an inspiration! I love the way you get excited about a new project. For the way you wake up sleepy in the morning. To the way you fell asleep with your head on my shoulder. To the way you helped me take care of our home and made plans with me on ways to make it more ours. To the way we made love. You held nothing back and expected nothing more than what I had to offer. This goes for physically as well as mentally. I believe we made love mentally as well. You opened your heart to me and accepted me into your life. I do not know where I’d be today without having known you. I also, do not know where I am today having known you. This experience in my life, I will never forget. This love in my life, I will never forget. Should I just power on through and move on? Or should I continue to cry myself to sleep every night because I don’t have you taking bites out of my back? When I roll over in the mornings I only see the wall. Gone are the times to see your sweet face as I go to sleep and again in the morning. What did I do wrong? What did I do right? I keep beating myself up, is that right? How do I process us moving on? How do I content myself with you being you, me being me, but no US. Honestly, when I think of being without you it kills me. I’ll admit I’m selfish in regards to wanting you for me. I feel bad for that but that’s the way I thought it was going to be. People say to feel my feelings. People also say to push through and move on. I do not know the perfect, right thing to do. I guess I’ll just try to continue to do what attracted you to me. I’ll be me and see what that does, we’ll see won’t we? ….I do not know if you will ever see this but I just had to get it off my chest…