Lonely Man

Las Vegas NV

Description

All ive ever wanted was an attractive, nice & healthy relationship with a female companion & as I grow older & am continually used & abused, Ive found that the only thing that makes me happy.. The only thing ive ever wanted, the odds ofnthis happening for me is being pulled away more & more as the years go by. I dont want to settle, but I dont want to die alone. sometimes i wonder if self respect is truly as important as I once thought it was. Im so lonely & all I ever here from friends & loved ones are things like, "why donthu have a woman?" "your so good looking, it should be hard for you." and people even thinking im some sort of womanizing, player type.. truth is ive been lucky in love one time in my 38 years & only recently came close again.. but it just never works out for me.. and i dunno why. If i knew for a fact that Im meant to live this life alone... I dont think Id alliw myself to suffer all the way to that end.7