What else am I to do?

Fresno CA

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I’m in a relationship now and out of respect for him, I choose to come to CL instead of directly to you. You’re just on my mind tonight. I’ve heard you been going through women like crazy…cheated multiple times on your ex (that could’ve easily been me). I’ve heard more than that too. While it breaks my heart to hear of the pain you’ve caused so many, I wonder why you continue to go down this route? There has to be something deeper in you that causes you to act this way. I have sympathy for you in the strangest way. I somehow wish we could be friends because I’d be here to listen to you if you ever needed it. But given our history, it’s not a great idea, hence, why I came here. I hope more for you. I hope better for the women you come in contact with. It can’t feel good to be labeled as an a-hole right? You’re in your 30s now…shouldn’t you want better for yourself? Everyone is capable of being kind-hearted. And by chance you come across this, what were you on here looking for anyways? More to add to your list? I don’t know how to end this but just know I’ve prayed for you.