Almost five years since the animal dance.

Baltimore MD

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We've only met twice now, the first time I was so nervous I couldn't unlock my phone when you tried to give me your number. The second time I didn't mention I'd spent entire days looking for you. Almost five years later I'm still looking for excuses to bounce up there. I am incredibly disappointed in myself allowing you to be reduced to hoops and stripes, basic features, a particular wholesome feeling. You showed me an incredible amount of respect by allowing me my space and refusing to pull me back in on my way out, and you showed the initiative to come up to me both times. I'm working at least five jobs, trying to live on your example. It's hard so I've posted here long and often enough to get a podcast invite and then drove them to delete the entire podcast through the weirdness of the story. I denied you the chance to weave in any additional perspective. I miss you and I hope you're well. Thank you for showing me I can treat people better.